I have meet a guy I am so attracted to. But it seems like I attract rejections of my needs. We have a big distance between us because of his work and is expensive for me to call, but not to him. His need for contact is not as big as mine and this makes me feel so insecure, jealous ( scared he will find another). We havent meet each other yet and we both want to. He gets so angry and irreteted when I get jealous and push me further away... I am 45 now and never had a good relationship. I just want to build a good stabile relationship where we both respect each others needs.