For many years I have struggled with self esteem, loneliness, demonic spirituality, financial burden, promises that if I try this or that, dates of events that did not happen, etc. I just want to be happy, financially secure to leave my parents house and be on my own, pay my parents mortgage off, and move on with my life. I want to be positive, loved, successful and forgiving, as well as be forgiven for any wrong doing that I may have encountered. I want to live abundantly.