I understand what it is like to want someone back in your life. The question is does he deserve you? I learned (the hard way) that I really don't NEED to have a partner in my life to survive or to be happy. I am happy just being around me - no need to fit my plans into anyone else's schedule or their preferences. Once I thought I could not get thru a day without hearing my loves voice. Then he made it clear that he no longer wished to continue our relationship - even as a friend. How crushing I thought. The fact is that we each had things to take care of in our own lives which we had to do alone to grow. I just kept him in my heart & prayers -mentally recalling talks we had that help me solve problems before. So he continued to help me and sill does. Think of yourself first! ;)