:)I Areally thank you for the kind words...Bur I feel so terriable and scared,,I am at a point of doing the unthinkable due to free..I try to rely on this calm feeling that came over me but the anxiety is there ..being scared and not knowing what I can do ..possiably being homeless..its scary..I dont know what to do ..I have no support and as each moment passes I get more scared.....thanks for the reaching out to me..I know you praying for me..