I recently lost my baby due to a miscarriage. I am loosing my faith and feel that God has turned his back on me because more bad and worse things keep happening to me. My husband's ex-wife is pregnant and drink, smokes, all of it and she is having a healthy baby boy. I have a 8 year old stepdaughter that is so excited about the new baby and I don't want to hear about it. I have asked God to send me a sign that next time everything will be okay with my baby, but I have ended up with nothing. Please help. I have said horrible things to God and about God because I feel so betrayed.

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