I am not usually the kind of person that asks for help, but this situation is out of my hands. My grandpa is getting much older…. in his late 80’s now, and he is very sick. He fell down and caused a blood clot in his brain. They released him from the hospital and let him come to thanksgiving, and he had to be carried. We think this may have jarred the blood clot. The day after thanksgiving he went into brain surgery to remove it. We are basically waiting to see if he comes to and heals. They have since put a tube in to remove fluid, but he is still in the same state. Selfishly I don’t want him to be in pain…or to die. He has been through stomach cancer…skin cancer….clogged veins, and more heart attacks and machinery than I have fingers or toes. I am positive that he wants to live with how hard he struggled to stay alive. I was blessed with the chance to introduce him to my new baby before this all happened, and for that I am grateful! I just feel there is so much more time to be spent with someone who was like a father to me when he didn’t have to be. I love him dearly and can hardly stand any of this. To top it off my son is sick and gave me a cold so I can’t even go to see him. Furthermore I made some bad decisions on trusting people and am going through court, and I hear they want to take the only car we have! I stay home so I can take care of my son incase there should be a change in his medical condition, he has two inguinal hernias. Everything is just going horribly wrong! My Mom is getting a divorce and having a hard time taking care of my brothers and sisters. My best friend is a struggling single Mother that has only managed to get child support twice despite her attempts. With Christmas coming I am so stressed out! I am usually everyone’s rock, but I am horribly depressed and worried for everyone. Please pray that everyone be healthy, protected, and happy. Also, please pray we have strength and determination to pull through. And God bless our troops! Thank you kindly for listening to my prayer!

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God Bless

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