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In the name of Jesus, my Lord and Savior, I humbly would like to ask for all the prayers of everyone that is willing to help me pray as well as the help of gods angels. I'm praying for my ex boyfriend Wallace Williams. He needs god in his life. He is so lost. I never knew a person could be so lost, but he is. He's a very sensitive, and fragile guy but he can be so selfish, ignorant and uncaring. He does what he wants all the time and it leads him to constant chaos. He needs to live god's will and not his own. It's like the devil got him, and I'm praying that I can save him before it's too late. He's trying to marry his ex girlfriend, who is also the mother of his firstborn son. She was married and she left her husband, who was in jail, and snuck around with my ex boyfriend while still married. (Adultery) She got pregnant and my ex had no choice (so he thought) but to break up with me. (Having kids out of wedlock) But Wallace and I talk from time to time and he tells me things, like, how he's miserable or not happy but, he's basically stuck. I know that if you get married and you stand in front of god and ask for his blessing for your marriage you should be doing it for more reasons than just children or circumstances and out of convenience due to your partner's material possessions. (His fiance has a jeep, money etc) He told me that he is not in love with her the way he should be but just enough to marry her, but the kids are the main reason why he's trying to marry her. Now the man I know and love is this strong guy who does have a sensitive side to him, but this new Wallace is totally wimpy and submissive to her in ways that is just so shocking and annoying. I mean I know he's faking it. He's not marrying her out of love, I've (God forgive me) been with him 2AM Easter morning. Wallace and I have been over for a year and six months. If he was so dead strong on marrying this woman for LOVE, why was it so easy for him and I to connect again. They are expected to get married on June 19th 2004, so I have a year to work on him through prayer. I'm praying for him because I know that eventually if he did marry her, at some point his facade would crumble and he would be miserable and I love him too much to just let him ruin his life because he feels as though he has no other options. He need god's guidance, and strength to break him out of his old ways and to place him on the right path. Him and I have this connection and I believe that yes he is trying to have his cake and eat it too, but deep down, I can just feel his confusion. I know he's not ready for marriage. I pray that after he does his share of soul searching with God's help and my prayers, I would like to reunite with him at some point, once he get his head together. For now, please help me with helping him. In the name of Jesus Christ I pray Thank you. Amen.