hi mary, resently I was also very diststressed about my future. You see the docters are not sure what I have but their fairly sure I only have seven years to live. Im not bothered by this anymore what bothers me is that my life or light may never be shared with my soals partner who I may never find. The future is something dictated in part by the past but today is one of those days I'll never have again so I try to make it good and mabey the future will fix itself.