my life has been full of turmoil since i've been young. My brother was murderedbecause he just happened to get involved with the wrong person when he was 24. He just got out of the Navy and had a responsible job on base and his life looked liked it was going somewhere. I loved my brother very much and this has been hell for me for 39 years. I can't get over the lost and alone feeling that I have. Also, my health is not that great, haven't been able to work and do what I would like to do. Went to school and studied socialogy and would like to work helping people, but my health isn't allowing me to do so. Also, monetary problems keep me bottled up,not to mention the relationship problems of always getting a guy that wants to control and blame me for his running around business. I just need some down time to heal and get my life in order.




[email]deedee53m@yahoo.com[/email]