i suffer from a stricken heart. I have waited a year for my sweetheart to come home form iraq. As he is from PA, and moving to MS so we can get married. It has been the longest year of my life waiting for this man. As he and I have cried together on the phone for the desire to just be together. Well he finually lands, and is coming home to me. We are so excitted. Then 5 hours driving to me, he stops, calls me and tells me hes sorry he has to go back. He found out he had a baby born while he was gone, a girl he was seeing before we became serious. im not upset with the baby, but he turned around. He turned around!!!!!!He went back. Im dieing a slow and painful death here. He says let him take care of it, and he'll take care of us afterwards. he wanted to go back and do legal papers to start child support, and visitation. Which is fine, but I have not heard form him sense. Which has so far been a day and a half. Coming form a man that broke into the military shed and took a goverment phone, just to talk to me while he was overseas. I am broke, what to think? Will he come back to me, and us visit the child, and get him when we can as often as possible, or will he forget all we had planned for our future? I cannot stand this. I cant eat, I cant sleep without waking up in sweats and cring. I am in torment..... please pray for me, for us, and for my kids who are left in dispare too. Please pray that he take of this, he comes to me, we do as we had planned, and marry, and love the child as a family. Please pray this for me! Please! Monica
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