Hello Averi, after reading your testimonials I thought I would give this a shot. This is a firet for me but I am in a general state of saddness. I had a son nathaniel in 2005 he passed from SIDS at 11 weeks old. I now have a wonderful daughter Taylor that is 13 months old. I can\\\'t tell you the suffering that me and my husband have been through and it has taking such a toll on our relashonship. Its almost like living w/ a room mate.Our intamacy is almost not exsistant. I feel lonely and scared that we are not going to make it . He is all I know (my highschoool sweetheart) I love him w/ every inch of me and i know he loves me too but their is such a hugh gap and the only thig that fills this is Taylor she is my savior. I was in such a deep depression that i almost gave up but very unexpectivly she became a part of me. I feel like possibly that we are still toghter because of her. I know thats wrong and unfare but I can\\\'t think any other way we are just so far apart but, he seems to think everything is fine as much that I tell him he just brush\\\'s it off. Maybe it doesen\\\'t mean much to him but AVERI its killing me inside. Plus over all our financial situation is really not good. He hurt his back some time ago and has not been able to work steady (he\\\'s a Electrition) so i know its hard for him. I am a nanny right know but it really dosen\\\'t pay much .We want to own our own home but that future seems impossible well I know you said brief sorry I just started to pour out. Please pray for us and my angel Nathaniel (Nathan) his happieness is what means most to me.

Thank you for listing and Godbless

JoAnne Pappadopoulos